i laugh, i cry , i smile- this is me

here are some new songs, hope u guys enjoy xD its a mixed of mando pop( chinese song), k-pop ( korean song) and english song!!

do you know- kpop

99 次我爱他（ i love him for 99 times )- mando pop

小酒窝(little dimples)- mando pop( i only found the rhythm of the song x.x)

here are some pictures that i have screenshot over the past :3 take a look xD

fishy fishingg:3

hmm bleedy, senny and me xD guess bleedy won the cutest contest over here ^.^

um i forgot wad event is this...it happen a long time agooo

hmm chance upon all vips sitting together..dont know them.. but their outfits are cool isnt it?

okies thats all, ima go back mugging for my exams :s

hmm didnt blog for like 4 days xD due to falling ill T.T ( oh its hell getting sick x.x i feel lethargic and lazy and sleepy @.@) ) try to entertain myself by singing, but my voice go off-key :s coz  of my sore throat x.x

umm as promise, shall tell u all more abt chinese orchesra in this post xD

well, i didn't really have a good impression of chinese orchestra stuffs and wealthy knowledge about it, until i join my school chinese orchestra when i was in secondary school. my impression about CO( chinese orchestra ) was quite negative- very old fashion, only for old folks to enjoy, not the kind of activity youth would enjoy.....etc...

nevertheless, i join CO as i was quite curious about what CO ppl do, and the instruments in CO, not becoz i love music or wadever ._____. so i choose to play a pluck string instrument xD kinda nice, like a guitar, but it has 4 strings instead of six strings o.O its call zhong ruan !!!!! XDXDXDXD

Gradually, i found out that CO was not so boring after all, its kinda of challenging, as we have to play the scores of different music that have different rhythm, notes, etc. Joining Co was also the beginning of my love for music, and my adventurous journey with music. ^.^

some rhythm were quite catchy, so we have to try to make sure we hit the right note at the right time, not too early, not too late. >.< ( i sucks at this, therefore i was often ticked off by my instructor xD ) Also, CO members have to tolerate the scoldings of our instructors, as sometimes they get irritated and annoyed if we didn't change the mistakes she was telling us  or we couldn't change no matter how hard we tried ( thats me T.T) and keep repeating the same mistakes again and again. x________x  I remember some of my fellow Co members burst into tears as they could not take in the harsh remarks that their instructors comment. Y.Y ( i nearly cried after being scolded by my instructor too D;  but i manage to control my emotions xD)

Looking at the way i pharse, u may find the instructors are very strict and tough ( they are, actually xD) but this is good for us as we are able to learn our mistakes faster as well as learning how to play our new music scores faster and better, instead of of we trying to figure out the mistakes and notes by outselves and still couldnt find out the right way. ;D

p.s will post pictures of my instrument, but lterz coz im too lazy too upload :P

oh and the songs our pluck string instrument are going to play for our upcoming concert in December 20th ;D

yeahhh!!! FINALLY!!!!! woottssss!!! IM SO HAPPYYYY ;D

finally i have my bikini o.O :3 thanks to bleeddyy!!! xD( * biggy hug for bleedy* S2)Its yellowish, and it fitted perfectly with my flower XD except i'm missing the beach slippers and the hand braclet. :S

therefore, i dun look like a nice beach girl,:X i look ike tom raidor XD AHAHAHAHA!!!  * take pistol and shot bad boys* xD ( unforunately, i dun have a pistol x.x only got the love bear bouquet :3 but still can whack ppl xD)

look at the scale boots xD i look like tom raidor man :3

oh, thanks to kwong for the elf wings too :) i dunno how u poke the monsters till they drop :3 kudos to u ;D

 Finally i can squeezed some time out to blog xD woots!!

today was fine...

morning lessons were quite i guess @_@... i ate chewy gums :Pand pinch myself  so that i wouldn't fall asleep xD ( shhh dun let my teachers know if not they will send me for detention xD) some of my classmates pinch themselves throughout the lessons ;D thts so hilarious!! ahahahahha!!!

afterschool, my clique went to study ( we are hardworking yeshh xD) in the library ;) the funny part wasn't at studying, it was dragging the tables and chairs to sit down :S ( there wasnt enough tables for us to have our study sessions becoz alot of our seniors are having their own study groups in the library as well ._____. ) 

we were supposed to drag the wooden table but we drag the wrong table and ended up making a racket  in the silent atmosphere xD  One of our senior was like ' what the heck are u doing people, dragging tables around' and  giving us this -.-" face when we drag the wrong tables at the first time. when we realised our mistake, we burst into laughter( partly due to embarrassement  xD) our senior saw us dragging the table back again and he tried to give us the lame look again but he couldn't control hinself and laugh at out mistakes,  our careless and humourous act :P

after 1 hour of studying @_@ i went for my co-curiculum activity -CHINESE ORCHESTRA!!! <33 IT BABY!! shall tell u guys more about it 2mrw xD

 ROCKSSS MY ASS!!! WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

oh well, wad a day i had.... shall turn in to sleep Z.Zzzzz gudnite guys^^

Btw, to all muslims- !!!

ps:if theres any errors pls tell me coz im not a muslim xD

i didn't know wad wad her intention for treating me so nicely- i thought she had none. Until she stabbed a knife on my back.....it was painful and horrible...i knew it. she treat me like diamonds when she was feeling good,and then treat me like a piece of shit whenever she likes. i cant tolerate her freaking nonsense anymore. and u know what? im not going to be a complain center for u to dump all the shit to me. and i know exactly what i'll do to tackle a bunch of ppl who are just like u.
  

sometimes letting go is the best way to solve a problem, to make one more determine....letting go and giving up doesn't always means  your weak, but sometimes it simply means you have the courage to make the decision and completely forget about, starting a new chapter of your life.......

hope i can lvl up to 65 fast!! plsss.....*_*

recently explore the dungeon that i seldom went to XD thanks to kwong ;D and the deep sea tooXD thanks to darkal :)

dungeon was very funXD especially in mkp!! the map was blank and kwong had to keep fighting till the boss came :S well, i died like 4 times<.  >.< theres one place where my character just auto scream "too hot!" "too hot!"

im like " wad the hell is going on?" until my friends told me about it. ._.

colourful coral reef was fun, except i had difficulty getting the crab general badge x.x ( darkal got the badge while he was doing the same quest with me, while i got nothing until darkal and kwong help me killed like 20++crabby x.x)

anyways, have lots of fun exploring the whole mapXD except for the dying part x.x hope nxt time i can go with my league members this kind of adventure and exploration more often ;D